Stunned and Crying

I’m stunned . . . . . . . . shocked, and crying. I just truly can’t believe it. I finally got a call from the nurse’s office, and my beta is . . . . . . . . .

617!!!

All the tests had been positive for quite some time, but I was so worried that they weren’t for real and I’ve been so afraid of something going wrong. I wasn’t ready to believe it could be true yet. The tests were getting darker beginning about 12 days post ovulation, but at 17 days post ovulation the tests were lighter, so I freaked out that I was pregnant and miscarrying. I was so freaked that I went out and got ANOTHER package of home pregnancy tests and peed on those, too. Those tests looked darker, but I’d never really taken a home pregnancy test in the afternoon before.

Elliot & I were crying . . . we just can’t believe this might finally be happening!